im-NotLoved by You :x

Pulau Ubin trips

2010-04-06T05:53:00.000-07:00

Hey bunny bunny!
this is so like Adrian's gf, but to bad its male!
does it look like heaven?

im thinking about you!

2guys,2lady & 1bouncer

this is pretty candid

see that cheeky face of his?

Fuuuuuuuuckface!

Ok, thats enough! ;D

Ok, trip to Pulau Ubin was fun indeed!

Plan to meet at Changi village at 9, end up meeting each

other at 10plus. ok the epic things was i was in bus2

where Yujie and shannon hope onto later, didnt realise

we were in the same bus, until i went over to sit with them.

And serious, we were laughing our ass off man!

Had chicken rice fo breakfast, went to the jetty and up the ferry.

Off to Pulau Ubin, ok rented bikes from there.

seriously everything there is perfect, such a peaceful island.

how i wish i could live there, but NAH! Cycling was fun, but i injured

myself ): thanks to vince stopping infront of me without warning!

it was totally epic can!? imagine someone flying off the bike! O:

after the cycling went over to celestial resort, had fishspa and Yujie had

to go off at 5. so we all went back with him, urgh back from pulau with

exhuastion, injuries and SUNBURN! ):

more pics in fb ;D

know how much im thinking about you duing the trip?

Busy life

2010-04-04T09:55:00.000-07:00

Drinking over at Adrian's house

been weeks or month ever since i update my blog!?

its totally dead alright, i knowxzx ):

alright been busy with my life recently, out with cliques.

going to church, drinking over at adrian's house, swimming & many more.

i remember going over to Damien's birthday party hosted by Shaomin,

Happy birthday Damien! (tho its over) :/

pretty enjoy myself over there, meeting up friends and making new friends. Hahs!

well, going to pulau ubin coming tuesday with the same cliques, better be a fun one!

at least, i guess? haha! im excited about it alright!?

ending here and i know pictures are little, BOOO! but i gonna update more after my

trip at pulau ubin, OK!? BYEXZXCZXC!

Why bother in the past?

2010-03-03T00:00:00.000-08:00

Why bother in the past, when its alr over.
Why bother listening to you, when we are over.
Why bother making promises, when you know you'll break it.
Why bother telling me forever, when forever dont exist.
Why bother falling for me, when you like another guy.
Why bother me with all this problem, when its not mine.

but i dont care anymore, seriously.

im single !

2009-07-11T09:34:00.000-07:00

im single!

im staying strong alright !

im trying my best not to remember

im trying my best to be happy

im stupid

2009-06-29T23:53:00.000-07:00

9 days since you left .

everything seems back to normal , but i havent .

my guess was right from the start .

afterall , im different from him .

nevertheless , i know i still love you .

thanks peepo for not fail to make me laugh .
Kokhua

Gary

Weibin

Derrick

& Natally (:

thanks Cheryl for always accompany me in smses (:

im just not that strong .

2009-06-24T13:22:00.000-07:00

3rd day since you left me .

i feel so stupid saying that im strong or whatever ,

because i just cant do it . Everytime you name would pass

by my brain and everything starts coming back .

every thoughts and the days we had , all starts coming back .

afterall i just cant get over you .

miracle doesnt happen

that day isnt coming

i know we cant be together again.

i take back all my words

2009-06-24T01:11:00.000-07:00

Look like, i have to take back my words i guess .

why bother ? afterall me is me , go find a better guy .

Im Strong !

so what , she's right im the man !

im falling apart

2009-06-23T10:58:00.000-07:00

im falling apart without you .

im in a lost

2009-06-22T23:59:00.000-07:00

im in a lost now , you throw me aside .

left me alone , now i dont know what to do .

after everything i thought about it, maybe im the one

which cause this to happen , i've been giving to much pressure

asking you going out with me or anything .

i remember you use to help in taking care of someone ,

like what you told me . end up i fell in love with you

and than i thought we could last , but it end up to nothing .

im myself alone again . i took back the words where i say

you like another guy , maybe you were right all along .

feelings do fade . since yesterday , tears flow down my cheeks

whenever i think of you. i felt that im no longer myself , i feel

weird without you .

Thanks for the memories you left for me .

althought its the past already , but its always in my heart

afterall you know what ? seeing you happy is really enough .

p/s i still love you , really i do (:

broke up

2009-06-21T14:04:00.000-07:00

afterall , you leave me alone .

you walk out on me , you tell me that staying as best friend is

better . i respect your choice , seeing you liking another guy .

im happy for you . but no matter what , i still really love you alot .

thing changes .

2009-06-21T14:03:00.000-07:00

i realise many things have change , from

good to bad , bad to worst. i dont know why but it hurts me

and making tired , real tired . i always wonder is it me than

causing you all the problems and is it me that causes you to

change, i really dont know. Maybe i shouldnt be here at all

causing all this problem. But tears roll down my cheeks whenever i think

about you. maybe im the one being inmature and selfish here .

you know what ? i never regret what my choice is , i never regret being

together with you . whatever it takes im not gonna break the promise

i make , i miss you when you are not with me . i'll never let you go

when you are with me because i still treasured you .

i love you (:

dont walk out on me D:

Am i causing you all this suffering ?

2009-06-10T00:42:00.000-07:00

Sweet ! i got my com back !

say byebye to boredom , but my illness is still with me !

Argh , swooo away from me , its killing me :X

Anw , i just typed till here first , dont wish to talk to much .

im trying my best ,

but im tired already , seriously .

is it me or things is really wrong for me ?

2009-06-08T23:35:00.000-07:00

Urgh , fuck ! im down with fever now and my com is dead ?

less post and usage of msn , sorry guys ! And i lose every precious contact of mine

i need everybody contact back ! so do sms me your contact (: hahas !

thanks to Cheryl's phone ! delete one contact became all contact ! D:

been thinking about many things for this 1 week ,

is it me or things is going way wrong for me ?

been thinking of you this few days, didnt see you for days .

yet i dont think you really cares . im getting all the wrong stuff into my head .

sms been getting lesser , maybe you think im starting to bother you already .

if you really think so , than im really sorry .

i remember i dreamt that you leave me , and i cant get back to sleep afterwards ..

for that short period , i've been thinking about you .

i still remember those day where you will grab my hand .

but i dont think things would get back to those time , maybe after all

i dont think im worthy of you .

dont think you would bother come and read, im just being selfish .

where i only think about myself , seriously i hope you are still mine ..

i trust you , and i still love you deeply no matter what .

and i misses you every moment and i would held you tightly , not to let you go

i'll continue to count on for 21 days (:

Falling for someone is easy

but loving someone truly is hard

so i'll try my best to love you with all my heart

happy 1st month !

2009-05-29T00:00:00.000-07:00

Happy First month , baby!

and its today ! Time flies so fast .

Yet im still loving you ! (: hahas !

you are the reason that made me believe in love again .

you are the one , who make me fall in love with .

i'll love you more than i ever did (:

fucking fed up .

2009-05-27T06:42:00.000-07:00

i fcuking hate myself (:

i dont know why , i seriously had enough ..

out of boredom .

2009-05-26T02:36:00.000-07:00

Ohgod ! im back posting again (:

and i did it out of boredom ok ! O:

anyway , this morning something really pisses me off !

but end up , i forgive and forget already (:

hahas ! anyway just post till here bah ! (:

to Dear ! :
Hahas ! see pinky for you ! your favourite colour :X hahas !
im good ok , hahas ! anyway counting to 3 days , hmms , andand
i thought something uh , but cant tell you :X my own secret !
hmms, yeah lah i'll help you spread spread ok ? plus dont care that
R_______? aww , she just a pathetic one , hehes !
anyway , Love & misses ! Hug and kisses ! (: hahas ! <3

request by Baby (:

2009-05-25T03:58:00.000-07:00

this is is requested by Baby Dumbo ! (:

so here is it , see im good alright ! O: must be grateful !

hahas ! but i dont know what to write ! shall anyhow write ?

Argh , been sick lately . Really need to recover fast !

i still thought i kena Swine Flu ( H1N1), hahas !

hmms, anyway mood still really hasn't been really well ,

still get angry easily , hahas ! people around me know how i

let my anger off, hahas ! Anyway thinks this is enough ? hahas !

maybe , when i get back my old temper i shall post another long and

nice post (: hahahas ! byeeeeeee!

To Baby Dumbo ! :
Lizards are your best friend , you need to continue making that
sound ! or else how you communicate with them :X hahas !
rememer , no matter what you still have me ! O: cause im good ,
Hahas ! hmms ,anyway i still counting down with 4days ! hahas !
really wished to go out with you on that day ! D: anyway , i still love you loads and misses you (: Hugs & Kisses ! <3

fall for you badly .

2009-05-19T23:59:00.001-07:00

Maybe i really have fallen in deeply for you .

All the attitudes i gave you , im sorry (:

afterall , i still love you no matter what .

just wish , where there's a world that just belong to me and you (:

8 more days to go , i wonder what will happen ?

im over-sensitive .

2009-05-18T08:21:00.000-07:00

Am i over-sensitive ?

i finally agreed with people always saying ,

people tend to get jealous and react over-sensitively in R/s .

i hope im not those kind of person (:

to you Baby♥ : im missing you every second , every minute

every hour and every day . told you im going crazy now :X

hahas ! maybe i just want to say something .

something which consist 3 words , 8 letters and 1 meaning .

i love you (:

2009-05-11T03:05:00.000-07:00

this post is for someone, maybe a friend or not anymore ?

i dont know what happened , all of a sudden

you start to hate me . and thats like a few days ago ?

when i talked you in msn , i think maybe im in the wrong .

i asked for a reason from you , you told me a simple reason .

but i dont think that is it . after all i still treat you as my friend ?

even tho you dont treat as one anymore .

after all , i still want to meet up with you just for the last time ?

to you:

the reason you told me , and the things i told you .

hope you can remember , dont make the same mistake again ?

anyway , take care of yourself and stay happy (:

hope you'll get to see this .

i fall in love .

2009-05-06T03:01:00.000-07:00

Ok , im finally get over you (:

isn't that a wonderful things ? i always wonder ,

what im doing ? but i know what im doing now .

things have been going back to normal , and its

seems smoothly now .

my reason of living , is you (:

the first big promise i gave you , i will do it (:

I Love you , thats what i say ! (:

friends are just nothing

2009-05-02T18:24:00.000-07:00

what are friends , what are they for ?

i just find out , friends beside me are just come and go .

hmms, maybe there are some that i can talk to only ?

anyway ,

Thanks CherylTeo for talking to me yesterday ! its really help !

hahas, and i wont drown myself with alcohol and cigg uh .

i remember that i promise myself not to smoke for someone ! (:

hahas !

im not in the mood.

2009-05-01T10:15:00.000-07:00

Urgh, whats happening recently ?

things gone way wrong this time , and i can seems to help it .

i thought problems are easy to solve when you face it ?

yet i intend to run away , end up i regret the decision

i made . maybe he's is right , i choose to gave up .

its my fault , maybe i cant get back again .

the emotional pain , its back , its unsufferable .

that kind of excrutiating pain , making me dying .

all i want is to make you realise , but i cant anymore .

i really wish the world ends tomorrow .

im confuse .

2009-04-30T08:35:00.000-07:00

Editted on 11:38pm

i have gaven in serious thought now ,but still

whenever i closed my eyes, i still see the pictures of you

in my mind . all the words came out from my mouth

but my mind , i still think of you . Urgh ! But after all

i choose the path myself , i must walk towards it .

and im seriously sorry , hope the path i chooses wont make me

regret , let sorrow and pain filled me with regrets ,

maybe till the day i understand , i will still understand

what i really wants .

after all, ILLWR (:

i dont know why ?

2009-04-30T00:28:00.000-07:00

Maybe , i know what i want already .
i found the thing i wanted , and decides to move along
with my life . Although things didnt turn out the way i wanted.
but the love will always come to a stop ,
and you will realise , the talks you once said are just nothing
as you wil find a new one to fall in love with .

maybe i guess you found the last piece of puzzle to my heart ,
and you complete my love for you .
all the thing i want now is to Love you only (:

i wont recalled what i use to do before,cause all i want is now .

there is no perfect love, the only thing you can do to
make it somehow perfect, is to be Satisfied .

and im already statisfied now (:

life is miserable .

2009-04-18T23:14:00.000-07:00

hmms, seriously i find life so miserable .
people regret what they have been doing ,
and they grumble all day long on what they did
and why they regret . But whats the point ?
can those grumble change the fact ?
plus making yourself drunk, does it solve your problem ?
when you wake up , the problem will pop out again .
problems will always remain in your mind until you solve it .
yesterday , i heard someone says:
" go for the one you love, dont make mistake and you regret it."
and i was into myself sunddenly , and i thought :
" have i made a mistake and i regret now? "
and i know myself i made a grave mistake , and im trying to amend it
and to make myself live with no regret and now ,
i can live with no regrets , i wont let go of the opportunity and let it
slip away again . cause i know im still loving you
and nothing going to change that fact .

我只想默默爱着你
不要问我为什么
因為愛你這就是我的理由

loving someone is painful .

im stuck in the middle .

2009-04-12T05:05:00.000-07:00

Seriously , i dont know already .

problems seem coming to me every now and than .

and now , im stuck in the middle .

urgh ! and i dont know how to solve it .

urgh , im in the verge of nervous breakdown .

seriously , i really need to sort things things out .

read your blog , i get what you mean . i wont (:

to someone :
hmms, seriously my heart still beat for you .
my mind is still full of you . and i cant get those thought
away from me . you know what ?

im still waiting for you (:

Avoid me !

2009-04-02T22:32:00.000-07:00

Seriously , avoiding is the best way to solve problem .

i guess , i cant walk the way i usually walk now ?

i love you & yet you took away my smile from me .

Nice Hint !

2009-04-01T05:09:00.000-07:00

Urgh , Thanks alot for that Hint ?
and really thanks that somebody .

i realise what she want , i know what she mean .

but i'll just wait , wait till the day when i can make you
have a change of heart . But i know thats impossible .

So finally i understand whats going on .

but i love you , thats a fact which it wont changed .
but i know its a one-sided love .

But its simply hurts .

Leave me Alone !

2009-03-30T17:23:00.000-07:00

Seriously , just leave me alone now .

i dont know why , but seriously everythings have changed .

Yet , im still the one not changing .

im sick and tired of this , its making me go bonker .

urgh , im stopping . having bad headache now .

Seriously R/s is hard thing to understand .

Moodless

2009-03-29T19:28:00.000-07:00

Mood hasn't been good lately .
Especially on friday , actually known whats going on .
but i can do anything , but just look .
i dont know why , but i just dont have the courage to walk up to you .
i really want to walk up to you to give you a tissue .
but i just simply dont dare . Argh , im so no use ! O:

i realise , time flies past fast . time to slow down my pace
and walk step by step , i cant rush things . its just making
it worst , i know and i understand that .

i tried to change for the better and currently im still trying .
i dont want to walk back to my past , where i've done many mistakes
and now i've to atone for my mistakes and really do what i mean .
urgh , lifes is hard without a cert or diploma . without it
its getting you nowhere in life and now im really trying to aim for
that .

Urghh , im done with posting (:

P.s im waiting and im still loving (:

Hope you recover soon (:

-Moodless

Black&White

2009-03-24T07:02:00.000-07:00

things turn black&white to me now .

where has all the colour go ? ohgawd , i also dont know why .

hmms, drank two of it just now , feel so weird .

dont know why, its not because of the taste.

its because of the feel . i dont feel anything now .

things went wrong for me and im trying to make it right now .

especially R/s , Argh i dont know why is it so !

i just want things to turn out good for me :X

maybe im right uh , my name just dont seems to exist

in you . but i aint giving up that easily O:

i promised myself that . but that pain inside me is

starting to make me unbearable , its making me insane .

but i know all of this are god's idea , since fate let it go this way .

than let it be, cause im going be the one to handle my own fate (:

Maybe LOVE can change me , back to what i use to be (:

Bottled feelings O:

2009-03-21T10:14:00.000-07:00

Bottled my feelings up , its turn way sour .

faking a smile is easy but that isn't my real smile .

wanted to speak out loud to someone , but there isn't anyone out

there to listen to me .

no point writing , cause i know you wont read and bother .

but i really can stand it anymore .

i dont want any concern, cause it wont help it in anyway .

i just dont want things to go wrong , thus causing me to go haywire .

tell me , things will turn out right one day .

but when is the one day coming ?

shall i wait till the day i die ?

even death is an option now to me .

Tears flow down my cheeks when i've thought about you .

unable to speak whats in my mind .

only able to see you smiling happily on the another side .

maybe till the day when we walked together , will be the day

where i speaks out loud .

or maybe

my name don't even exist in your mind , im just an extra .

an extra trying to seek your attention .

Marissa's chalet .

2009-03-20T23:06:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARISSA !

Ok yesterday was the chalet , went with natally & shannon

cab there O: reached there, was waiting to check in .

than went to the chalet , slept awhile cause im having a

headache x.x than woke up people already starting fire to

bbq O: andand many more people came , was damn fun and crowded

hmms, was eating & playing till 12plus wanted to sleep :X

but i was sms-ing someone O: hahas (: hmms , once she slept

i wanted to slept to :X but ended up 5 plus 6 than sleep x.x

all was so high , shouting and playing . Argh , but i wasn't

cause headache was with me till this afternoon x.x

hahas , ok ended with 10.30am all going home .

andand there are alot of cans of cokes in the fridge :X

and i brought back i bag of coke O: hahas , thanks marissa (:

alright , im tired O: Nightssssssss !

i realised , human can hide their feeling well .

but they reveal their feeling with their facial expression .

Argh , i miss you :B

Edited from just now

2009-03-18T08:36:00.000-07:00

Editted .

im envy, of those lovey dovey couple !

everytime i walked pass every couple ,

i saw them so lovely , seriously i envy them .

hmms, but thats just what i feel .

when i was in the water just now for awhile .

floating on the water looking up the sky ,

i see many stars and thought to myself & wish:

" How i wish you were with me "

and i thought :

" when will me and you be together and walk together "

hahas , kinda sound stupid right ?

nahh . But i know something that what if

some day i dont exist here anymore , i may regret what

i've not done . So i told myself to cherish everything now .

ok im really done , plusplus im tired x.x

Hard Love .

2009-03-18T01:00:00.000-07:00

Back to once where i realise .

i realise , i've been making to much promise.

but i haven't fufil any of it . And Life hasn't

been good too & Love is making fun of me too .

i once told peoples , that i will be true and really love that

person . But later i realised that all was just talk .

simply TALK but no actions . Aren't that selfish of me ?

i know peoples take me as a joke , not many believe me .

i know myself , i cant keep my promised .

But this time , i know my heart tell me something :

"she really is the one , But can you really prove

that its not like the last time , talk and no actions ."

so i told myself this time , im seriously doing it .

my mind doesn't exist another girl now , but You !

sigh , but this doesn't really matter to you right ?

as in you've been leading a good life now ? being happy everyday

able to do what you really want , plus friends are everywhere

making you happy even when you're down , so why simply

need me ? guess realationship is a hard task right ?

hahas , but im serious not thinking of giving up

every second .

to You :

i guess im really falling for you , not simply just crush (:

HappyBirthday Hazel !

2009-03-17T00:00:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Hazel !(:

15 years old already ! O:

let me sing you a song !

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday to Hazel !

Happy birthday to you (:

ok im done

Byeeeeeee :B

2009-03-13T07:40:00.000-07:00

你終于說出口其實

你早就已經不愛我

為什么要低著頭

你知道這玩笑騙不倒我

可是這不是玩笑

是要逃避你離開我的理由

我還能做什么

你已經不愛我

我一直都愛著你

難道這還不夠

我還要做什么

你才不離開我

我知道你已無心再繼續看著我

一心想離開我

我終于也說出口

其實很愛你但從沒認真說過

或許是我的錯

多在乎你卻只放在心中(Yeah)

不要問我為什么

因為愛你這就是我的理由

我還能做什么

你已經不愛我

我一直都愛著你

難道這還不夠

我還要做什么

你才不離開我

我知道你已無心再繼續看著我

沒什么需要被原諒

我笑得有些牽強

你知道我總是能夠假裝不難過

Oh不想看你那么累
多希望再給我機會

顫抖著我的手

握住的只是風

我還能做什么

你已經不愛我

我一直都愛著你

難道這還不夠

我還要做什么

你才不離開我

我知道你已無心再繼續看著我

一心想離開我

oh no no...

Lols , im just bored .

so find something to do :X

this song lyrics is dedicated to someone O:

hahas ! byeeeeeeee (:

simply Love that someone (:

I loved Camps !

2009-03-11T00:24:00.000-07:00

Hey peeposss !

im back from sec4 camp ! Wooohoooo ! (:

its damn hell lotsa Fun :X haas !

hmms, i suppose this post to be a longggggggg one O:

but im sorry guys , no pictures cause pictures are

all camera taken by those coachs ! :X

lets start than .

Day one :

went to school with headache :X have morning

assembly , hmms was looking out for someone ! :X

and you know what? Whoooohooo, i saw her (:

omgawd , its make my head alot better ! O: andand

lucky jackson have panadaol, took two of its and it

make me feel good (: after that we all move out to

the IT room . Had a small briefing , was in the same

class but was seperated to 2 groups : "Adam's Apple"

& "Muthu" hahas ! and im in Adam's Apple and my coach

is Benedict and YeJia . [ they're quite funny dudes (: ]

hmms, than after that went to indoor sports hall and came

up with a group name and flag . Afterwards play with some

icebreaking games and im always the winner :X

hmms, after that have lunch its quite nice b'cos im hungry x.x

than after that we have some activity quite fun but tiring :X

cause we had to run here and there O:

( Cannot rememeber much, so i'll skip some )

i'll skip till dinner than , had dinner and bathe

than went to the IT room to watch a movie :X its all about

gangster , prison and American Football (: quite nice ,

when the show is going to finish , but we had to go sleep :X

cause the next day is amazing race x.x than we had to light off

at around 11.20 ? than we guys have to just sleep .

Day Two :

woke up at 5.30AM cause we had to move out at

6AM, Aww thats early :X but its was worth it ,

our group moved out at 6.05AM than was walking to

East Coast Big splash @ Playground than to Kallang Stadium

than to Old airport road and to parkway and to Bedok stadium

and back to school again x.x Omg its damn tiring .

than had lunch at parkway but we were the last group to reached

bedok but on the way back to school we were forth (:

[ we knew a shortcut ! ]

than went back to school had dinner and bathe and was

at indoor sports hall , had some talks than Mr Han talk to

us and give us a ribbon which wrote

" who am i make a difference"

and that celebrate shuaixiong birthday , hahas ! and you know what ?

He cried O: Omg ! but its not the first time :X hahas !

hmms, than ended with lightout at 11.20 again .

Day three :

hmms, packed the room and my bag . than had breakfast

than go to IT room and have a small talk :X

than wrote our goal on paper than we have to raise our hand

90degree up for 60min which is 1hour ! O: was

aching uhh ! x.x felt so tired plus the coach have to

asked us to give up :X but in the end we all finish it ! (:

wheeeee , than they gave us a Adam khoo's T-shirt and an bandana .

than we had to wear it :X its look cool uhh (: than after that we

were release at 12plus ! wooohoooo O:

slack-ed outside around bubbletea shop awhile .than went home (:

Stop here than (:

i guess its long enough (:

to someone :

guess what ? since the first day of camp

i've been thinking of you every second , minute ,

Hours and Days .__. you know what . its hard

to concentrate well in the camp O: because

i told you i'll miss you . And i really did (:

hmms, during the walk whenever i was thinking of giving up

when i thought of you , i'll just continue walking on (:

hahas and its was not tired at all uhh (: hahas .

说不出来的心里话,收在心里很难受!

i'll just continue to keep Loving (:

i miss you !

2009-03-08T11:59:00.000-07:00

Hey boys & girls !

ARGH ! its sunday today ! x.x

and you know what ? its camp tomorrow !

aww , time flies and camp is coming !

i guess im looking foward to its but as days passed

i felt kind of reluctant to go to the camp x.x

hmms, cause its goodbye for three days ?

i'll be in school and you'll be in kahang malaysia ?

Arghhhhhhhhhhh ! its like Hell uhh ! :X

hmms, how i wish i was in the same camp as you :/

hahas , i bet that would be me dreaming :B

Uhh ! guess i'll just stop here first uhh O:

Bye peepooooooooooos !

to you :

hmms, take care of yourself during your kahang camp

for that three days uhh , i bet i'll miss you badly for

that three days.i remember once you said :

" there is also no need to miss you "

but i guess i cant stop missing you :X just b'cos

i like you uhh x.x Hahas ! hmms, just have fun and relax

yourself uhh (: just make sure dont hurt your back again (:

maybe i'll just wont able to participate well in camp (:

cowarddddddddd !

2009-03-06T06:32:00.000-08:00

Hey Peoples !

see im good right (: im here blogging again .

hmms, 11 more days to something ? Lols .

Many things i've been thinking , and its making

me going insane, making me losing control .

Making me feel weird , its feels just so awkward .

i saw your blog , i know what you meant .

and i remember theres one saying :

" Love doesn't mean i give in to and the another

must give in too, love just mean that the another person is

happy and that will do " (:

and i remember i overheard some friends

conversation and one said :

"if you really likes that person, no matter how long the time you

need to wait , you will wait without hesitation ."

so i've made up my mind, i guess .

No matter what, i'll just be there for you (:

maybe that the choice i want , and i hope i made a right one (:

ok uhh ! im done with it ! just some simple post (:

alright everybody !

im offffffffffff ! :X

goooooooooooody goodnight (:

Hard crush !

2009-03-05T02:31:00.000-08:00

Hey Peopleeeeeeeee !

Argh , boredom make me post on blog (:

hahas , reached home around 4plus today !

ARGH ! and know what ? i ended my common test

with Chinese Oral exam :X hahas , started the oral with

me being the second one to read to the invigilator.

Omgawd it was so stress uhh ! Lucky the passage were

simple and easy . Its was on "Recycle on Plastic bags"

bet that was way to easy, was reading calmly and the

teacher was nodding the head every sec. Maybe

its showing signs that im reading quite good ? Hahas !

and its was conversation next, without picture.

and the teacher first question was :

" do you agree with recycling plastic bags ?"

and my first answer was : "Yes! "

after thats every question she ask , i was stumble :X

Hahas ! but was able to give her an suitable answer uhh (:

hmms , ok than i shall stop here ?

done with blogging . im going to try study abit ? x.x

Byeeeeeeeeeeeee Boys & Girls ! (:

to someone :

Hmms , since you have know the truth .

i dont mind letting you know and not regretting

letting you know too . But its look like

i make a wrong choice ? im not meaning that i

wanted to keep it from you . at least now im

feeling much more better than bottling up all

my feelings ! Hahas , even tho i told you everything .

i guess maybe that just a one sided love story ?

i know it seriously myself . hahas , im just unworthy

of your loved (: hmms , maybe just a look at you

would make my day ? hahas , i feel so stupid uhh .

But life's just so realistic & its just simply hurt to much (:

but till the end , my crush for you wont fade (:

and i once heard that people says that there is no

such thing as forever , but im gonna prove them wrong !

let this be a last crush to me .

as i dont want to have a change of heart (:

Bad things i did .

2009-03-04T18:46:00.000-08:00

Hey Boys & Girls (:

isn't weird that i'll be posting ?

hahas ! got to make up for many many

weeks for not posting ! x.x

Hmms , been busy for common test lately .

studying like a mad guy who keep himself only in the

room. study till late everyday x.x so tiring

recently and i just recover from illness only :X

hahas ! stop here first peeps . im lazy to continue to

make a long post :X im kinda tired of anything now :/

to someone :

Hey, i regret something which i did wrongly .

yesterday i crack a joke , which i guess its become a

serious joke ? remember yesterday you asked me

something , you asked who i wrote it for .

but i told you" its for you." when its not .

i guess im lying to you , and its a fact .

And im really sorry for what i've did D:

if i have a time machine , i would go back to the past

and tell you the truth (: rather than lying to you and

left a bad impression in you . if you would be able to

read this , than im really sorry about it .

i'll bet that you're angry with me ..

but the truth is i do really have a crush on you .

but i dont really wish to let you know uhh .

not that i dont want you to know , but i dont

have that courage to say it out to you (:

maybe i shall keep it inside me as long as possible ? (:

i promise myself, that this crush gonna last (:

Get well soon (:

2009-02-26T05:34:00.000-08:00

Hey Peeps (:

hmms, a short post for today ?

im in a rush :X

anyway this post isn't for everyone

but for her personally only :X

heard that your back is causing you to stop dancing,

and i guess it really upset you much ?

hmms, like i told you in the sms . Stop your dance and

cure you back uhh (: wait till you recover from your

injuries and you can continue dance again uhh.

trust me, you will get back into dance and

get a gold with all your dance mate uhh .

no point thinking.

GET WELL SOON(:

CHEER UP! (:

if you need anything do sms me uhh .

i'll be there for you (:

Byeeeeeeeeeeee, im off !

Dead blog's post :X

2009-02-10T02:31:00.001-08:00

Hey Peeeeeeeeeeepos !
Miss my post ?

Guess not ! hahas ! :X

hmms my blog seeems damn dead , so im here

to post a short one for this long periods of not posting .

actually nothing much seem happening , im just the

same :X spending everyday at school .

wasting my life everyday . Lols !

hmms even after schools its also a fcuk bored

have to spend a few hours in LRC ! hahas

Gahh, what i reap and what i sow (: got used to it .

hmms anyway shall stop here ? o.O i post soon enough

make it up to all of you (:

and nahh see i POST lerhs (:

pics & post up soon (:

byeeeeeeee (:

to You :

Erm , im sorry dont mean to keep things

from you . But its really hard for me to say it

out to you :X

anyway i heard something from someone (:

when i knew it , it hurts .

its like something which hit me badly from behind .

anyway , lets forget it .

i know , this coming 14th feb its the valentine .

But it doesn't belongs to me anyway .

its seems that you have make your choice ,

which i guess i maybe know the answer ?

i wonder everyday , would it happen ?

if it really does , its is true ? but anyway im facing the facts,

i cant always hide myself in my own imagination .

and i know its my crush for you . you seems to

ignore it (: or maybe im the cowards who alway hides away?

anyway this thing have cross my mind every since and then

"maybe we should just stays as friend instead as im

simply just a loser , who cant be loved ?"

im just simply a failure .

Love went to overboard this time .

Second day (:

2009-01-24T09:28:00.000-08:00

Hahas !

another day have passed (:

& 3 days left .hahas !

yet i miss sms-ing you .

i'll continue count till the day you are back ! Lols

hahas :X

hmms should i tell you once you're back?

im still thinking :X

First Day ):

2009-01-23T11:59:00.000-08:00

Peeeeeeeeeeeeps !

im posting already alright . i aint busy (:

Just lazy O:

Today is the first day :X
First day have past (:

24 hour have past (:

1440 Mins have past (:

86400 sec have past (:

im still waiting for you to come back hahas ! :X

when i look at the cloud just now in the night

when clouds have gone by, Stars appear

how i wish you were by my side with me :X

stop here first than (:

TAGS Replieddddddddddddddddd:

Jesteriie : Lols ! i post already (:

LilBlur : How you know i lazy ! clever sia :X

Shiping : Linkedddddddddddd (:

anyhow post ! :x

2009-01-09T08:55:00.000-08:00

FUCK IT !

sorry peeps ! have not been blogging for a long time :x

been busy with school reopen-ing . haas school is fine .

decided to really put in effort to study ! .__.

i want to be a guai kia ! Ok ! hmms post a damn short

short post first :x really getting tired :x

tomorrow is the 10th and im going to attend school's band performance

Mbrosia i guess ? :x correct me if im wrong .

hmms got pretty bored and fuck up recently .

things has been going un-smoothly for me in 2009 ! .__.

hmms dont give a damn . haas !

Booooooooooooooring life too ! .__.

dont know what to post about x.x

just anyhow write so sorry peeps ! haas !

anyway just stop here first (:

im gonna continue tomorrow after everything at night O:

omgawd im dying of headaches ..

so BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !

to someone :

is it something wrong with my decision ?

Damnnnnnnnn whats wrong with me recently :x

i find myself weird infront of you ! haas .

NVM ! im always wrong in relationship . hahas !

dont bother about me . im guess i'll disappear infront of you

sooner or later (:

Loving someone is really HARD !

Btw coming 12nd Jan 2009 is ADRAIN'S CSS performance

to you :

if you get to see this ! GOOD LUCK FOR IT !

we'll support you (:

dont always look so moooooooooooooooody ! (:

hahas its making me sound like girl :x

went to campus superstar yesterday !

2008-12-16T20:12:00.000-08:00

Hi peeeps !

here to post a long one ! haas ! :x

went to mediacorp yesterday !

went to catch campus superstar 3 concert (:

wooooohooo its damn hell LOTSA peeps !

people mountain people sea ! :x haas !

hmms but those wearing uniform have the privilege

to enter first because the need us to fill up the seats infront (:

so we just went in.woooohooo ! sat at a corner :x

hmms waited for the show to start x)

the host is Felicia chin. Pornsak. Liteng & yuan shuai ? :x (ps.if spell wrong ? )

there is css batch 1& 2 and project superstar too :x

hmms show started. the top 12 sing sang song :x

haas ! than 林宥嘉 came out and sing too :x

the Fans went bonker ! x)

wooohoooo ! quite looking uhh x) haas ! there MILUBING too ! :x

its make the atmosphere HIGH ! wohoooo :x

hmms.before the shows end our group went off .

including others from others school.haas ! its kinda boring during

the ending part :x

hmms.talk-ed at the gate of mediacorp . than walk-ed to bus-stop

bus-ed over to bishan junction8 and Kfc-ed :x

left me.Shuaixiong.Clive.Yujie & Joy

after that bus-ed back to my house playground x)

slack over there.play-ed some games :x

hmms yeeboon came over too :x

haas ! yeeboon played wrestling with shuaixiong :x

its damn Funny (: after awhile yujie & me join in

and the got whack is shuaixiong ! :x haas !

after that everyone seperated and went home (:

hmms i guess that all folks ? (:

to someone :

haas ! i finally realise i make one fucking right choice :x

its wrong to say .but i really find myself better than when

i was with you. you're just one irritating someone .

dont mean to let you see this ? so dont see it (:

to another someone:

haas! shall i say it ? nahh

guess when i have the courage to say it

than i shall (:

2008-12-10T20:26:00.000-08:00

Helloooooooos Peeps !

its been a long time since i post ! haas !

shall post a quick and short one ! :x

haas! today is the 11th dec

and tomorrow is 12nd dec which is my birthday !

hahas :x but guess i shall be staying alone at home and

rot :x soooooo Somebody out there ! Do ask me out on

12nd Dec ! which is my birthday (:

anyone alsooooooo can ask me out ! :x hees !

to someone:

everyone can ask me out except you !

you did sms me to ask me out :x but i guess not !

cause im starting to hate you now !

i should have not known you from the start ! :x

i fine you real digusted and irritating ! (:

should i ignore you from now on ?

First month (:

2008-11-28T00:00:00.000-08:00

HAPPY FIRST MONTH BABY♥ !(:

i LOVE You (:

Small VIP gathering .

2008-11-25T20:59:00.000-08:00

CIAOSSU !

hmms.had some small VIP gathering yesterday :x

the area was at East Coast Park again ! Lols !

hmms.met up with ShuaiXiong at parkway parade !

hmms.walk with him to East Coast :x

hmms.reach-ed macdonald ! hees went in to meet up

with jerrold and his friends and BABY♥ ! haas.

went out of macdonald than sat around the playgroud outside mac ! :x

hmms.call-ed BABY♥ out to pei me ! haas .So Good.really came out (:

walk-ed over to 7-11 ShuaiXiong bought drink.than walked over

to the Arcade beside Macdonald .Lols.BABY♥ was so quiet ! :x

hmms.maybe im just boring so she didnt talk :x

hmms.played Initial-D and Time-Crisis :xhmms yet BABY♥

was so quiet tru-out everything :x

hais.So SORRY im boring ! :x

hmms.after that Kaixun . Aaron's Bro & PeiQi (if im not wrong) :x

hmms.BABY♥ & PeiQi played DDR ! :x hmms.

at least she's smiling .not with me finding herself bored :x

hmms.after that Gary and his Stead came !

hmms.Gary play-ed ParaPara .Lols.just the first round and

GameOver.Haas ! Lols but is the machine prob. :x

hmms.than BABY♥ and Gary's Stead played DDR again :x

hmms.hahas .after that everyone Arrive (:

walk to some bench table and have lunch :x Lols.ate Spagetti :x

hahas.its better than nothing :x hmms.played cards and everything .

hmms walk over to another place.erm a tower or lighthouse :x

hmms.suddenly felt weird :x hmms.felt Emo :x hmms walk-ed to the

beach and sat.hmms thinking about many things.

things that just flash past my mind .

hmms.SORRY BABY♥ didnt even talk-ed to you when you was just

sitting beside me . hmms.after that walk to the beach again.

was walking to the water.hmms the water seem so tempting .

its was like asking me to walk into water and just Drown and die :x

hmms.after that everyone just join in .hmms after BABY♥

wanted to go home.than i just accompany her lohh.but she take cab :x hmms.

SORRY was unable to sent you home x(

hmms.accompanied her to the macdonald there to take cab :x

hais.tru-out the whole walk we talked :x

but wasn't what i expected .i really find myself

useless .hmms.reached macdonald and so coincidence

a cab just came.hais .no choice but to let her go. D:

hais.after that went back to slack awhile and than Shaomin's mother

sent us home.ShuaiXiong came to my house and tonn-ed

thats all Folks ! :x

shall end here (:

to BABY♥ :

there only 2days left (:

and i cant wait for this 2days to pass (:

BABY♥ im So in LOOOOVE with you (:

cant wait for this 28th to come (:

Missing you & Loving you

Every Sec

Every Minutes

Every Hour (:

quiz tagged by kaixun .

2008-11-24T23:30:00.000-08:00

Hi Peeps !

quiz tag by kaixun :x

so here is it :

Q1. Do you have secrets?

Nope :x

Q2. Would you fall in love with a guy?nope!

i aint ghay ! (:

Q3. Do you enjoy going to school?

Yeah.Of course ! :x

Q4. What will do with a billion dollars?

spent it !

Q5. What is your view towards love?

dont wish to answer :x

Q6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

being love by someone ? :x

Q7 How long will you be willing to wait for a person whom you love?
as long as possible !

Q8 If the person you loved once is now attached, what will you do?

give them the blessing (:

Q9 Is there anything that has made eu extremly happy?

yeah.theres many things !

Q10 What makes you angry?

being disturb !

Q11 How do you see yourself in 10 years time?

i cant see the future .

Q12 Who is currently important to you?

i guess MY BABY♥ !

Q13 What is most important in your life?

Family & Friends :x

Q14 What if your best friends dropped into the sea and didn't how to swim, who would you safe first?

i would save him/her.if cant i would die with him/her (:

Q15 Fravourite colour?

black & white

Q16 Would you give it all in a relationship?

Yeah . i guess.

Q17 If your ex hurt you badly wants you back, what will do?

if she really deserve it.i wont mind :x (everybody deserve a 2nd chance)

Q18 How are you feeling right now?

i feeling way Down D:

Q19 Love or like?

Love.

Q20 4 ppl i hav tagged.

None :x

The person who tagged you is:

Kaixun

Your relationship wih him:

he's my Friend !

Your 5 impressions on him:

Nice

Friendly

Helpful

Emo

Ghay :x (just joking)
The most memorable thing he has done for you:

nothing ! :x

The most memorable thing he had said to you:

nothing too !

If they become your lover you will:

i guess wont.cause i aint Ghay !

If he/she become your lover, what thing does she have to improve:

i said it wont (:

If he become your enemy you will:

Box him & become friend again !(:

What is it tat you want to tell him now:

Nahh.done your quiz :x

Your overall impression on them:

GOOD!

How do you think ppl around you will feel when their are with you?

not sure .find me suckish ?

The characters you love of yourself are:

nothing .

On the contrary, the characters you hate abt urself are:

not sure :x

The most ideal person you wanna be is:

just be myself (:

Just Write down 10 people [Sorry dont know who to pass] :x

1.Siyu

2.Yolane

3.Kaixun

4.BlurBoiz

5.jesteriie

6.kokhua

7.Shuaixiong

8.xinyi

9.Yujie

10.Adrain

Who is number 6 having relationship with [Kokhua]

: of course.his Stead !

Is no. 9 male or female [Yujie]?

Male !

If no. 7 and 10 were together, will it be a good thing?[ShuaiXiong & Adrain]:

they arent Ghay :x

What is no. 2 studying abt?[Yolane]:

Nursing (:

When was de last time you has a chat with number 3?[Kaixun]:

yesterday .

Which music band does no. 8 like?[Xinyi]:

i dont know ! :x

Does no.1 hav any siblings?[Siyu]:

yeah.His bro ?

Would you woo no. 3?[KaiXun]:

No ! i aint ghay !

How abt no. 7?[ShuaiXiong]:

nope ! i say i aint ghay !

Is no. 4 single?[BlurBoiz]:

i guess so .

Wat is de surname of no. 5?[Jesteriie]:

dont knoooow lehh :x

What is the hobby of no. 10?[Adrain]:

i dont know :x

Where is no. 2 studying at?[Yolane]:

SIMEI ITE

Talk abt something for no. 1[Siyu]:

i Loooooooooooooove you BABY♥ !

Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?[Xinyi]:

Nooooooooooo !

Where does no. 9 live?[Yujie]:

forgotten how to spell :X

What colour does no. 4 like?[BlurBoiz]:

i dont know :x

Are no. 1 and 5 bewst friends?[Siyu & Jesteriie]:

nope :x

Does no. 1 hav any pets?(Siyu):

think nope :x

Is no. 7 de sexiest person in the world?[ShuaiXiong]:

woah.Seeeexy . Nooooooo !

What is no. 10 doing now?[Adrain]:

i aint god.how would i know :x

part 2 of the Story :x

2008-11-24T01:28:00.000-08:00

Ciaossu !

23th nov 2008:

heres part 2 of the story :x

hmms.tonn-ed at Adrain house :x

nothing much actually.played around with them

slept around 5+ hahas ! its was soooo fun !

hmms.when we woke up its already 1plus.i guess ! :x

hmms.went down and swam at the swimming pool !

hahas .after that went up and have lunch which is Fried Rice !

wooohoo ! its damn Tasty.Fark ! its taste so heavenly ! :x

hahas.ok im over-reacting . hmms after than went home around 7+

walk with ShuaiXiong to parkway cause sharmaine was the

first to go :x hahas.anyway reached parkway bought a milktea and

bus-ed to Grandlink and played pool with him ! Fark .i lose many rounds to him

just won a few :x cause was like play play only :x hahas ! hmms.after

that went to Royal-Sport and played DOTA.saw jason there too :x

hahas.after that was walking our way to bus-stop and suddenly

to police officers walked up to us and ask us :

PoliceMen : excuse me boys.are you singaporean?

We : yeah.

PoliceMen : how old are you?

We : me 16 ShuaiXiong 15

PoliceMen : ok.what are you guys outside so late?

We : we went to play Lan :x

PoliceMen : i see.where are you guys going now ?

We : go home.

PoliceMen : ok.Good go home now and dont make trouble !

We : ohh.ok *walk away*

hahas ! i make it short :x hmms we was like so

shock when they ask us question.hahas but we didnt do anything wrong

so whats there to scare ! :x hahas ! hmms bus-ed home :x

now im home posting this posts ! hahas !

there nothing like Home ! it feel so good ! :x hahas !

hmms.shall stop here than ! im farking way to tired :x

byeeee Peeps !

Tonned at Adrain's house

2008-11-24T01:15:00.000-08:00

Ciaossu .

22nd nov 2008:

Hi peeps ! nothing much happen recently.

and this holidays seem so fast .haas ! time run so fast .

so its precious :x hahas.ok ! shall start talking about something

that happens on that day.actually nothing happen-ed ! LOLS !

just went out like the usual.went out with Yujie.ShuaiXiong &

Shannon ! was going to Tampines mall .hmms so meet up with

Yujie & Shuaixiong and bus-ed 21 there :x

hahas.reached there and walk around and Shannon met up with us (:

hmms.was walking around and around on the same level :x LOLS !

hmms.wanted to watch movie but ended up not.hmms so Yujie suggested

going century square and walk.hmms but after 3min there.

we suggested going to Plaza sing :x

hmms so walk back to tm and mrt-ed there.Lols ! reached there

and we walk round round every level :x lols ! than wanted to go orchard.

ended up going marina square ! :x what the Fark.we was like going every part

of singapore :x LOLS ! :x hmms.Yujie bought some clothes will we didnt

so after buying things.Shannon was there nagging us to go Adrain's house .

but ended up he went home ! LOLS ! hmms.anyway after we went home.

Nope ! only Yujie went home.but ShuaiXiong and me went over to

Adrain's house to tonned :x hahas.cause sharmaine was there too :x

so went over .hmms. shall stop here than

continue in part 2 ! :x

Byeeeeeeee!

basketball-ed with yuki & joseph .

2008-11-19T07:46:00.000-08:00

CIAOSSU!

omgosh ! today is 19th the wednesday.tomorrow is

20th the thursday and tomorrow i will get my retest result .

its at 10am.hahas .hmms shall stop about the result

cause im nervous ! :x

hmms.lets talk about today . just now ! hahas.

this afternoon kokhua came over my house .lols !

chit-chatted cause he waiting for his stead ! :x

hmms.hahas ate instant noodle with HotDogs ! :x

hahas ! hmms.after that he ask me whether i want to go to

108 to play basketball :x hahas.i agreed .

hmms.went there around 7+ to play basketball :x

hahas.was playing rounds & rounds with kokhua.joseph.

benjamin.jianliang.cheehao & another guy but i dont know his name :x

hahas ! lols.end up im like a retard running around :x hahas.

im still the noob that doesnt play well in basketball :x

LOLS ! hmms.light went off and we to go off x)

went to mama-shop bought drink and walk off to

bus-stop with joseph.hahas chatted :x lols so funny ! :3

hmms.waited for bus63 .it came ! sweet ! x)

but its farking full.so i waited for another.and another was full too.

but im kiasu.squeeze in and bus-ed home (:

wheee .im home now :x here posting ! x)

hmms.shall stop here than.cause there nothing much to

talk about :x

anyway tomorrow going to bugis with joseph and kokhua(:

byeeeeeee PEEPS !

BABY♥ i misses you much !

its 11:59 now.1 more min to 8days! :x

hahas ! damn it i cant wait for that day x)

damn ! i so in Looooove with you BABY♥ (:

went out yesterday ! :x

2008-11-18T18:58:00.000-08:00

CIAOSSU!

haas ! hmms,finally went out today ! after my

sickness ! hahahas .so fun ! was with shuaixiong.

nicholas.clive.vince.yeeboon & hubert.

went out with them to marina square ! LOLS ! :x

meet up with nicholas & clive than bus-ed to

shuaixiong and bus-ed to marina.LOLS !

hmms.reached marina went to Long John Silver to eat .

omgosh .the portion went so little and became so expensive ! Fark !

hahas.but nevermind .hmms.after lunch went to arcade again :x

play-ed guitar mania & pool (:

after all yeeboon.vince & hubert go off liao.left 4 of us ! lols :x

hmms.than when shuaixiong and clive wanted to go

attend funeral so we bus-ed 145 to boon keng.but than they said

it change to tomorrow 11:30am .LOLS ! than nevermind.we alight at

BUGIS ! haahs .went to arcade again .LOLS !

play-ed guitar mania v4.team up with shuaixiong playing the drum

clive on the guitar & me the bass.haas ! :x

hmms.quite nice.after that me and clive tried on guitar mania v5

woah ! its fun cause all the song are to my liking.lols ! :x

played maximum the hormone

zetsubou billy ! lols its a long song ! yet we end up dying in few sec ! lols :x

hmms.nevermind . after that rest awhile . than went to ALICE 88TH

hahas.see some new arrival on gothic and rest.chat with Alice and joke with her.hahas!

tried some new outfit .woot ! NICE.so decided choosing few pieces with

clive and nicholas .decided to workk or save money to buy

our outfit hahas ! after that.Alice close store so its BYE to her (:

than we went to bugis mac to have our dinner ? and it around 10+

lols ! :x haaas ! was keep staring at a girl :x cause she keep stare

at shuaixiong.hahahas ! was so funny so we kept laughing at

shuaixiong ! :x hmms.had Mac-chicken for dinner :x

hmms.after that bus-ed 61 to home.sweet ! so im home now :x

chatting with BABY♥ haas (: hmms.so shall stop here.

thats all peeps (:

i miss BABY♥ damn much :x

10days to go ! :x

hahas and i cant wait for it ! x)

Quiz from AhBlur & Jesteriie (:

2008-11-17T05:29:00.000-08:00

Ciaossu !

hahas sorry for not posting on blog for such a long time !

been busy and lazy recently to post :x haaaaaas !

hmms.but since Jesteriie ask me do some quiz . Bo bian i do lohh !

hahas.there you have (:

1. The person who tagged you is?
♥ Jesteriie .

2.Your relationship with him/her?
♥ she's my Friend.of course ! .

3. Your 5 impressions of her.
♥ friendly , wild , intelligent , caring & playful (i guess ? :x) .

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
♥ dont think any :x

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to u?
♥ nothing too ! :x

6. If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
♥ guess nope ?! hahas !

7. If she/he become your enemy, you will?
♥ dont give her drink GREENTEA ! :x .

8. (Repeat Question) -(repeat answer)

9. What is it you want to tell her now?
♥ get well from your sickness !

10. Your overall impression of her/him is?
♥ BAD ! just joking :x hmms.i guess,GOOD !

11. How do you think ppl around you will feel around you?
♥ uhh.this guy sucks? :x

12. The characters you love of yourself are?
♥ nothing .

13. On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are?
♥ nothing too !

14. The most ideal person you want to be is?
♥ just be MYSELF ! (:

15. For people that care and like you, say something to them.
♥♥ haas ! Thanks so much (:

16.Dont Pass this quiz to anybody.( That what i say ! ) haas ! (:

thats all peeps ! Bye-Bi (:

i miss Baby♥ !

hope to go out with you soon !

11 days to go ! (:

wild wild wet plan FAIL ! :x

2008-11-07T08:00:00.000-08:00

hais. it HURTS !

hmms.continue from afternoon post :x

meet up with adrain.shuaixiong & clive.

take bus21 and bus-ed to wild wild wet :x

end up we were late :x reach there at 6 plus !

the counter is closed ! wtf ! nvm.went walking around :x

hmms.and you KNOW WHAT !?

i saw -vipMUMMIEx3 !

hahas.so shock .__. hahas say hi.and walk off :x

walk-ed to superdog and have dinner ? :x

after dinner walk walk again.end up taking number 12 to

katong and play-ed pool ?

hahas :x on the way there.was talking to BABY♥

all the way.hahas my phone nearly go flat :x

but i dont mind.at least this is the longest time i ever talk-ed

to BABY♥ ! hahas (:

hmms.shall end here ?

having a fucking BAD HEADACHE AGAIN ! x(

to BABY♥:

hais. felt kind of weird when talking with you

on phone.its giving me a strange feeling :x

not coming from me.but you :x

hmms.sorry for what i've said just now :x

forgive me and dont be angry ?

hmms.heard you cut your hand ! :x

even though its just slight cut and it become red without

bleeding .it hurts my heart you know ? hais.

maybe im really just a failure ? :x

im really sorry for what i've said.REALLY ! (:

hmms.but PROMISE me BABY♥

dont ever do it again ! it really hurts me

seeing you doing it x(

hais .maybe i to deep in LOVE with you ? hahas :x

hmms.tried calling you around 11plus.

and you arent answering :x guess you off your phone ?

hais.call-ed me when you see this ?! hais how i wish

you're with me now.with you by my side.my

FUCKING HEADACHE would be cured ! (:

BABY♥ i LOVE you !

28Oct2008!

21 days to go ! :x

but i dont know whether it can last ?

PICs NEXT:

sorry only have 1 with me now :x

shall take more pics from adrain asap ?!

my SUPER DOOOOOOOOOOOOOGY meal !(:

wild wild wet ? :x

2008-11-07T00:46:00.000-08:00

hais :x

doesnt want to start with some HI .

i feeling so down deep inside.not really sure

whats going on with me .

its seem so near to me yet i cant make it .

hais.im just simply a failure(: nothing much make

a different (: but when BABY♥ shows up !

she make me continue going :x hahas !

hmms going off ~ going wild wild wet (:

pics up later.bye peeps (:

FEELING DOWN ! x(

2008-11-06T23:07:00.000-08:00

CIAOSSU!

kinda of feeling down.so decidedto post 2nd post for today

:x hmms.cause IM FEELING DOWN ! x(

actually dont know what to write.LOLS!

hmms.guess something is going way

to wrong WAY TO WRONG ! hais .

kinda of feeling which i cant describe :x

just wanted to cut myself and make my head

EXPLODE ! thinking is making me having

a bad HEADACHE.hmms kinda of feeling sick !

hahas :x yet i cant get to sleep .__.

i dont know why ?! :x someone tell me !

hais.can i just have a sleep and never wake up again ?

cause i never wanted to be alive (:

hais .i misses BABY♥ damn much

but ever wonder does she ? :x hahas

nevermind.i shall not get so suspicious ! LOLS :x

just joking :x hais .nevermind

shall get some sleep.head is spinning like ferris wheel :x

hais.stop here (: ciao PEEPS (:

to BABY♥:

i LOVE you &

i MISSES you !

hees.there is 22days more ! & im still counting :x

STRANGE FEELING ! :x

2008-11-06T19:24:00.000-08:00

CIAOSSU !

nothing to post :x hmms.felt the blog so bored

so came up to post some craps and bullshits xD

hmms.dont know where to start with ! LOLS !

fine ! lets start from morning .went school

normally (: hahas ending soon !

tomorrow is the last day ! hahas cant wait it to end (:

hmms.after school ! walk out of classroom and waited for

friends :x hmms say byebye to someone :x

feel kinda of strange when you say bye back to me :x

hahas ! maybe im thinking to much x)

hmms.bus-ed home with yujie :x

hahas.reached sms BABY♥ and used com :x

hahas 3pm receive her call .hahas than i just know

that she just release :x hahas i was still worrying :x

hmms.heard that VIP is celebrating the FIRST year !

hmms.but i hope BABY♥ is going :x cause

she told me that she maybe not going x( Omg !

hahas .guess i shall stop here :x cause im talking to BABY♥

bye PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPS !

hmms.hais :x

been feeling weird recently .

thinking about some strange things :x

cant even explain :x

thinking about BABY♥ every moment.

even in class my mind keep thinking about

you and ONLY YOU♥ ! :x

hmms.nevermind doesnt wish

to post anything about it (:

hahas !

kena FORCED to write a post :x

2008-11-05T02:58:00.000-08:00

CIAOSSU !

im back with new topic and posts again ! :x

hahas ! actually i dont have anything to post for this few

days cause nothing much happens.hahas :x

but bobian since BABY♥ ask me to write a post

i write lohh (: HAHAS ! see i so good (:

hahas.OK ! lets start posting !

hmms.today the 3rd day 2nd week of

extra curriculum ! yet im still slacking.talking in class

with friends and playing around :x HAHAS !

hmms.wanted to play basketball today ! :x

yet in the end i end up in home.cause somebody

doesnt want to lent ball.fine lohh go home.and on my way home

BABY♥ miss-ed call me (: hahas.so i return call lohh.

chatted awhile hang up :x hahas

than when i reach HOME ! WTF ! nobodys home !

and i forgot to bring my house key ! so have to stand outside my house

and wait for rescue to come! hahas :x

hmms.so called BABY♥ and she chatted with me ! (:

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD! (:

hmms.after that rescue came and hang up and i go bath.

hmms she told me she going out to library.hmms dont want to

disturb her with her friends so i online lohh :x

hahas ! when she came back and online i was appearing offline in msn

hahas.saw her online wanted to scare her de :x

BUT I FAIL .__. hmms.hahas i fail at scaring xD

hahas.shall stop here lerhs bahh :x

woah.nothing to post still can write so long xD im sooooo

long-winded :x

to BABY♥ :

i LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU♥ !

actually for this few days.i've been thinking

hmms.what if one day you'll going to leave me :x

than what will happen to me ? :x

hahas yet i still cant think of an answer xD

hahas :x

woot ! GOTHIC photoshoot ! (:

2008-11-03T08:29:00.000-08:00

photos talk first again :

shoo ! we are busy :x hahas.just joking x)
toilet pic take ONE !

toilet pic take TWO !

wow.see what see !

me & nicholas.*i LIKE this pic ! (:

sexy sitting pose :x

thinking of YOU in a corner x)

looking down at the top of Esplanade !

walking to marina (:

CIAOSSU !

im back again ! (: hahas

yeah.its another week of extra curriculum (:

hahas the last week to GO ! and im free (:

hahas went school today.was slacking tru out the

whole day x) cause its so boring ! :x

hmms after school ! STANDARD uhh!

BASKETBALL-ed.hahas kena whacked by CHIAWEI with

the BALL ! hahas blood came out :x OMG !

hahas.nvm lahh.accident do happen when you play sports (:

i wont mind x)

hmms.anyway discuss with friends after basketball.

decided to go home and change to go MARINA ! to play the GuitarMania :x

guess we're just addicted to it :x

hahas.BTW Clive.Nicholas & me decided to wear gothics ! LOLS !

we are like retardeds.hahas in the end we still wear-ed :x

hmms.anyway meet up with everyone in marina

hahas.eated lunch at yoshinoya! (:

hahas was thinking"have YOU♥ ate you lunch?"

hahas end up gulping up everything :xGOSH im like monster ! :x

and it really FILLS your STOMACH!

yet Clive & Nicholas dont believe me.LOLS !

hmms.went over to arcade and played.was having pool session :x

hmms and KNOW WHAT !?

my BABY♥ miss call-ed me ! omgosh.hahas was jumping up and

down like retard :x hahas.call-ed back

chatted for awhile and hangup.hmms tried calling back.but

no answer x( hahas its ok.i understand ! cause shes busy (:

hmms.nvm continue playing :x

after playing went walking around and TOOK pics !

hahas :x slack around marina and suntec! :x

hmms.slacking till 8+ .hmms BABY♥ return-ed call(:

chatted awhile again :x

LOLS.im so SORRY ! i keep hang up you phone :x

MY BAD ><

hmms than vince says he gonna treat to pool session again !

so walk-ed back marina and played.

played awhile chatted with BABY♥ :x

and the same things.the conversation

doesnt LAST LONG :x hahas xD

hmms.than after walk to bus stop and bus-ed home !

and we're running like RETARDS to chase a bus :x

HAHAS ! but we catch up and went home (:

thats why im posting here now !

hahas shall end here (:

im TIREEEEEEEED ! D:

to BABY♥ :

hmms.everytime you miss call-ed me or call me.

no matter what im doing or where i am

or whether am i with friend :x you wont ever disturb me

at all (: and i wont mind too (:

cause I LOVE YOU :x

hahas.but whenever we chatted .the

conversation will never last long cause im

always hanging up your phone :x

IM SORRY D:

hahas :x i'll change this bad habit :x

hahas.i wont hang up your phone again.INSTEAD

i'll LET YOU HANG UP mine (:

hmms.hahas :x

stop here looooooooooh ! (:

Love my SOTONG Baby♥ :x

after 3B1 BBQ (:

2008-11-01T01:08:00.000-07:00

this time pictures speak first :

me and nicholas in the mid & two holloween dresser(:

CIAOSSU!

im back after the BBQ ! its way damn fun (:
hahas around 5plus.meet up with clive and nicholas.
take bus 15 to marine parade and walk to Adrain's house :3
meet up with FRIENDS(: at Adrain's house hahas
after that went to change clothes :x
CAUSE its SWIMMING time ! hahas x)
swam with yeeboon.vince.shuaixiong & jackson
its way damn fun.hahas
after swimming went to katong to play POOL ! hahas
win 3 rounds.hahas SWEET !
hmms.after playing went out to call Someone♥ :x
hahas chatted with her .but keep hanging up her phone.hahas
so sorry my bad :x hahas btw my ear is gonna be deaf LOLS !
after Pool.went back to the BBQ pit and start eating ? hahas
was kinda of full :x and we went swimming again ! hahas x)
lols after swimming awhile.more people join in :x BUT !
i stopped :x hahas wanted to call my someone♥ but my
phone is running out of batt! so sad.omgosh x(
hahas so sat on a bench and start thinking about her:x
and watch them played x)
hahas at around 11plus.they start taking out a chocolate
birthday cake to celebrate meimei and yijie birthday ?
hahas didnt get to eat it :x
cause i walk away x)
hmms.after the celebration.everybody seperated.
some went home and some went ECP to ton :x
and ME ? im HOME now.thats why i can post (:
hahas shall end here.cause im SLEEPY.*YAWNS*

i misses my Sotong♥ damn much ! :x
hmms.when you didnt call me when you saw my post.
i nearly went bonker :x
but after i saw your miss call.OMG
I WENT BONKER (: HAHAS !
maybe your call-ed may makes my day (:
hahas.Stop here (:
iLu my Sotong♥ (:
wish to see your call again x)

3B1 BBQ in the evening (:

2008-10-31T14:26:00.000-07:00

CIAOSSU!

the forth day of lesson and still counting :x

hahas.but theres nothing for me to post about

Lols.lesson end and basketball again :x

hahas now at home posting and gonna get some rest later (:

CAUSE im going out around 5plus! to Adrain house

to have 3B1 BBQ hahas but i aint paying cause i aint eating :x

arent im bad :x

nahh shall stop here already .DAMN im way to tired x)

and im having some fcuking headache !

to you♥ once more:

having a phone that cant sms is hard :x

and i cant contact you x)

but when you ever read my blog.do give me

a miss call :x i'll 24/7 hr look on my phone x)

and when you do miss call me.i'll definitely call you back :3

hahas.

i guess i cant stop missing you :x

iLu(:

stop here already(:

hoping you to come online now (:

omgosh ! so tired with a fcuking headache.

i need some medicine badly (:

Kbox outing (:

2008-10-30T08:10:00.000-07:00

CIAOSSU !

third day of lesson.still counting down

till the last day.hahas nothing much happen

at school .but what happens after is what keep my

post getting longer.hahas :x

after school went home changed and went out.

its KBOX outing ! LOLS ! (: meet up with shuaixiong .

bus-ed over to city-hall.

meet up with friends and walked over to marina

Kbox .went in to room16 & WOW kaixun ,xinyi & the rest of the peoples

are in there .hahas sat down with shuaixiong and stare at the big tv

with nobody choosing any songs.lols..yet XINYI KEEP HOLDING

ON TO THE REMOTE WHICH IS HER TOY.hahas :x

and xinyi & caryn are the only one mumbling on the mic .hahas

so funny ! but i kept walking in and out of the room :x

after a moment went out to meet my BUDDYS ! LOLS.

went over to arcade and play guitar :x played a few rounds

went back to Kbox.hmms after we went back. Shuaixiong found out he lose

Nat specs.OMGOSH !

hahas went back to find but cant find it.guess is bad luck :x

Btw.sorry Adrain unable to bring you in to sing even tho

we promised.hahas cause the payment would inrease :x

hahas but i treated you a round of daytona ! aint bad right? x)

hahas.hmms finally settle down.drank alots of cups of coke

and the waiter still bring in jugs of it.omg !

hahas.end up staring at the tv for 2hrs again.and SUDDENLY !

shuaixiong say he wanted to sing.haas finally the first singer !

not bad.very nice (: hmms after the whole session.the payment was 365dollar

hmms.i guess cause that what i heard.

hmms after the whole thing.walk to esplanade's rooftop and

see the sky ! guess i was Emo-ing :x hmms i dont know.

took alot of pics.but i will upload tomorrow.hahas

chit-chated awhile.siyu and her friends went home.but

we continue.after awhile i and shuaixiong and buddys get going.

went to KFC.have dinner and bus-ed home (:

guess that end of it? :x hahas.

the end (:

to you ♥:

hmms LIKING you is easy.but LOVING you is hard.

im sorry.that when you didnt want people to know

and yet they knows about it and

im sorry i didnt talk to you in the whole outing.

even i was given a chance to and yet i walk away.

i guess im stupid to do that.but i dont know why?

guess i regretted doing that and kept thinking

why i did that.maybe im simply stupid but yet i want to say

I LOVE YOU (:

just hope you get to see it and understand (:

when you didnt reply my sms.

and when you told me your handphone was spoilt.

i dont know what to say.

but when i think of it.

in my brain its says :

guess without you smsing me that few days

without your phone is very hard to get by.

guess i shall end here (:

to kaixun :

remember what we said during the Kbox outing inside the room

when i first told you about the thing and you said "HUH.really ?

than dont you think that the (_________) is very big meh ?"

i hope that dont effect anybody.

i just hope everything to be perfect (:

pics shall be post tomorrow.i PROMISED !

second day of extra curriculum

2008-10-29T15:21:00.000-07:00

CIAOSSU!

second day of lesson ! YEAH !

kind of slacking for today class.

but at least i do listen to the lesson.hahas

learn some new math question.kinda of FUN !

after recess was physics.yet instead of listening to

teacher's teaching.we started to play around

hahas.the whole class went BONKER !

LOLS :x start taking pics to cure my boredom :x

after school.same thing.went to basketball and

play-ed with friends ! nahh.

IM STILL THE SAME OLD NOOB !

hmms..went home after that ?

and im home now just to post on my blog !

stop here and PICTURES again

*CLAPS CLAPS*

*for the pictures below im showing.

if it offends you.do tag on my blog.

i will take them down.

cause i toook it without their

permission :x*

woooo.CHER ! adrain is SINGING !stop him!

heys ! whose that sleeping beauty over there? :x

Late post.For yesterday (:

2008-10-28T00:00:00.000-07:00

CIAOSSU!

today is the first day of extra curriculum !

kinda serious for the first few lesson.

than after that start making fun & crack jokes !
Lols..hahas but is kinda of fun. (:

after school went to play basketball for a moment.

hahas slack much :x cause im NOOB (:

and after that went home to change & went out again

meet up with shuaixiong & yujie to go to bishan.
so far and such a long ride.NEARLY FALL ASLEEP ! :x

omgosh .than cab down to a country club to meet adrain and

his so-called uncle to PRAWN FISHING !

omgosh so fun stoning there to wait for the prawn to get on the

bait .Hahas our first try and caught a fews prawns.LOLS !

return the rod and starting making fire to BBQ the PRAWNS !

DAMN NICE ! (: hahas. btw thanks the uncle for the drinks.

after that went shuaixiong ahma house to eat. bus-ed home after that .

shall stop here !
pictures shall speak next :

ask him to pose for my blog.hahas !

wooo ! our CATCH (:

CAMPFIRE !

wow.see that ? yujie is STONE !

First post of my BLOG (:

2008-10-25T03:30:00.000-07:00

CIAOSSU !

Thanks to someone.

i've been Forced to make a blog ! :x

but Neveeeeermind ! (:

Finally done with my blog.its

been a long time ever since i make a
blog and post .Hahas nevermind

shall start posting all over again.

shall stop here first !
next post shall be longer
and i'll includes PICTURES (:

Tagged me to be LINK(: